এই সমাজে নেশা নারী তাশ দিয়ে ম্যাক্সিমাম মানুষকে পথভ্রষ্ট করা যায়।
but there is also another way..
you can destroy a man by showing him his high potential, making him wholeheartedly believe that he can reach his high potential, make the dream seem a very real thing, get him real close to the vision and then... just snap him out of that in an instant!
Never reveal to him that it was all just a Mirage and.....
He'll live his whole life believing he couldn't meet his true potential, he had the chance and missed it. He is the worst human being.
Maybe that's where I (22m) am now, raised with more than enough privileges....never tried hard enough to achieve anything but still পার পেয়ে এসেছি with privileges and unfair advantages....Never was the bright one but thought i was a bright one because of the good results which were all funded by all the hundreds of tuitions and coachings and stuff....gone the days of SSC, HSC....then came admission....
I overestimated myself, did moderately well in coachings....got hit by a bad result in HSC but still got into a engineering department in a 2nd class public general varsity in uni admissions again thanks to the previleges....
Now in Uni life, i cannot compete anymore! i am completely devastated, demolished by the rigorous university curriculum.....as i increase my efforts for for cgpa...after the first hit in 1-1results.....
the next results went from bad to worse!
2.8 -> 2.6 ->2.0 and so on....
now i did gave my all for an exam and think i might even fail in this course!
I'm failing in every aspect actually, tried to focus on competitve programming that also didn't go well. The fear of Unemployment eats me alive everyday.... i feel like i deserve every single bad thing because i wasted my potential and privileges....
there are faaarrr less privileged classmates in my university who are going faar better things, managing studies and co-curriculars.... building their own version of solid CV's....
i feel really helpless and don't know how to recover from this, seems like দেয়ালে পিঠ ঠেকে গেছে, এবং বেরোনোর আর কোনো রাস্তা নেই।
Can anyone share some helpful advice please?