TW: su*cide

Exactly a week before these texts I tried to take my own life for the first (and last) time. I was in the hospital for 3 days and then the psych unit for 3 more days. My (now ex) gf and I were breaking up. She gave me hope while I was in the hospital but ultimately broke up with me. I have my therapist, psychiatrist, spravato people, friends, family. I deleted instagram and snapchat. I unfriended all of the people in her circle who I came to know over the past 3 years (25+ people). The time for change is now. I need to lock in.

I’m 28 years old and starting from scratch in my childhood bedroom. Send me good vibes.❤️

Went on one date, maybe I’m out of touch with dating after being off market for a decade?

Folks, gonna make an edit here because there are way too many comments to respond to as to why I entertained this convo:

1. It caught me off guard after I'd had a couple of beers at the cottage
2. There is a previous version of myself that would have been spiteful and vitriolic, I don't like that version of myself. I try to be nice to everyone now.

Second edit: I'm not going to drop her ethnicity, please stop asking.

Matched with this girl on hinge, we haven’t met. She’s expecting a $100 bracelet on our first date. I had already booked us tickets to a concert in the future as a date but this turned me off so much.

A modern love story 🥰😂

It just put me off a bit because we just matched and he's mentioning another women. I also dislike the notion that it's a compliment that my curls are "better" than his exs.

I marked as NSFW because of his message & I didn’t wanna take any chances. But I don’t think I said anything wrong 🙂‍↔️

Every Christmas since 1998, I have asked my parents for the J. Peterman Heart of the Ocean necklace from Titanic. Every year, these people told me no.
I am now an adult with adult money, so I finally bought the f***ing necklace myself.
Naturally, I sent my parents an invoice for the original $198 plus 28 years of emotional damages and interest.
My mother has chosen to dispute the charges.

F in chat.

My (25f) Bf(31m) couldn’t delete his mistake because he was on the train and the train always has terrible service 😭

Best friend and ex from highschool dropped this bomb on me out of nowhere. We used to be close around covid time but since we both started university ( in different countries) communication fizzled out. We havent properly spoken in a few years. Idk what to do. Theres more to the message that he said below but it contained too many private details to blur out , but he basically said he wants to come visit me in my country as soon as he graduates (in the next few months i believe). He's a good person, despite any past issues we had, and i dont want to lose him as a friend or hurt his feelings. Its been many days and all i said is i need time to process. idk what to do.

(cant share this with friends since we all know each other and i dont wanna air out his business)

My friend asked if we wanted to see Reaper, a drum & bass artist last Friday. We proceeded to plan the night using the meaningless jargon that's plagued a large number of incompetent corporate employees. They say so many words while saying as little as possible

No idea who this dude is. He lives in a state literally across the country, is an old man who is apparently really in to snakes and posting about how sober he is (though I’m thinking this isn’t very true lmao).

Also question!
Is my reaction to dry I wanted to say something back but I didn’t want to write something that makes it seem I only said it because he did but I also didn’t want to give this reaction🫠
Been thinking about this for about an hour now…
Is my reaction to dry🥲

More than anything I just want to share how gross my ex was. These are a selection of messages I received from him after he physically assaulted me. He ended up pleading guilty to felony DV for what he did to me.

Not gaslight, MANIPULATE*. My bad. I WAS going to make a throwaway but I didn't care I blocked his name and number. I have been modeling again and obviously there are jobs I don't feel comfortable with. Since photographers know people can be uncomfortable, they mislead the job until one on one talks. I used to speak with him and I turned down what he wanted because I was uncomfortable. I will only go as low as bathing suits. I see how people react when seeing just those and I get treated differently. I can't imagine what that would be like if I was fully nude, semi-nude or lingerie. I don't want that appearance. I don't want that reputation. I don't even take photos like that on my phone. So, these are the texts I got tonight. I apologize for my typos mid-conversation... I started to get irritated. Mind you, last time we spoke he unloaded his life story onto me, his religion, what he's into... All sorts of inappropriate things that he actually asked me to delete for obvious reasons.

For context basically she started acting like this because I wouldn’t want to be otp or FaceTime with her WHENEVER she asked. I had a crush on her in high school I am 27M now.
NGL just got out of a 3 year situationship I guess she was more of a rebound. She told me she has BPD I’m not saying all people with BPD are all like this but this was my experience with this lady (29F) it happen last month, I wanted to post it but I was a little traumatized, There is a lot more that isn’t posted here.

Let’s gooooo local dating scene batting 1000

EDIT: I’m not as lame as it may seem I swear. The only thing in her bio was the line, “Computah makes these guys super gay and horny”

broke over a year no contact for this btw but atleast he remembered my birthday!