It's been 2 months. I wonder something..
I keep switching opinions about it, but I'm currently 19, I'm a student at university, and I got accepted to do the same option with online classes.
I don't know what to do, like I already lost a lot of my teenage life behind with depression during high school, and I finally got to make 2 real friends at my current university..
But I want to do online classes since I'm 19, I'm an introvert with social anxiety, and going to Paris every day with 1 hour of transport was hell... I got so happy when I got the proposition, then time passed and i started to think about it, but my mind was more on online classes for preferences, I eventually was preparing to send a message to my friends for telling them, but i never had the guts to, because they told me clearly you can wait another year and see (in fact I know they don't want me to leave..And it's why I don't wanted to tell them yeah I'm leaving im abandoning you)
I wish I could wait a year again, but.. Proposition about it: Don't wait
But now it's September again and I'm starting to think but wait what if the uni I was in is actually the best choice I'm like I won't even do anything all day except working I won't meet my friends (it's what really is holding me back) because after all these years I finally had the occasion to make friends and living a normal life, not a lonely school life for the first time but also I know while going, I know sometimes teachers could be boring, I know I could feel very bad yes but.. I'm thinking, is it really worth throwing everything away ?
Like I'm also thinking, will I feel better in online classes ? Will I mainly feel regretful ?
I just wanna look for someone who have online classes and telling me their experiences on it.. For example, if you're introverted, do you feel better after choosing it ? Do you regret your old uni life ? And based on my current situation some advices, I'd really appreciate it <3
I know I could still see my friends ofc even if I choose the online classes, but it'll be way harder + no living uni life with them like before..