How do you guys deal with how different the grand piano you take lessons on feels compared to the digital piano you have at home?
I’ve started playing again a month ago after a 12 years long break and have had a total of 2 lessons on an acoustic grand.
The thing is so powerful I feel like the sound, resonance, vibrations and everything else just… assault me every time I try to play it 🤯
The thing is intimidating af and the keys act so different than my digital at home (duh 🙄)
The result is that I don’t perform well on it. The sound I produce is tentative in a bad way and I feel super self conscious and anxious and end up making a bunch of mistakes that I never do at home because of it.
Now… if there was a way to squeeze an acoustic piano and start practicing on it inside my apartment, I would. It is just plainly impossible. I currently have my digital Yamaha sitting on front of my very inconveniently placed AC unit. Which is not ideal, I know. But it is the only solution I found and it couldn’t fit an acoustic there without blocking part of the doorway so I cannot just “turn the AC unit off and place the acoustic there anyways”.
I need to find a way to get used to playing on an acoustic if I want any chance to be able to have the best quality lesson I can without wasting most of the time feeling intimidated by the damn instrument.
Am I the only weirdo having this problem?
I don’t remember feeling like this when I used to play years ago.. but yet again… I had an acoustic at home back then.
What a stupid problem to have 😒