r/islam 3h ago

Seeking Support Life feels like a punishment

Idk when and what went wrong but life always seemed to worked out. Allah always put hope and showed a sign of things always working out but now i feel nothing will ever work out. My rizq is blocked and I'm being punished for all my sins. I don't want to feel this way. I feel suicidal at times. What do I do? It seems like Allah has forgotten me and he takes care of everyone else.

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u/PeachSea95 2h ago

Be careful of Satan thoughts .. read Quran … and do not Satan defeat you on convincing you on such these thoughts !!it will not help you to get out and having better life !! So you should have another solution

u/Beneficial_Ask5082 2h ago

Im sorry you're going through a tough time but know that this life is a test. We are not here to live forever, our only purpose in this life is to pray to Allah. Dont be disheartened by tough times verily as Allah says in the quran "indeed with hardship comes ease" as it is also said by our beloved prophet(pbuh) "when Allah loves a people, he tests them". So dont be disheartneded try to improve yourself do istagfar and have faith indeed Allah will make everything easy for u in sha Allah

u/Psoin 2h ago

Allah does not burden the soul beyond that which it can bear.

u/ab1246 2h ago

I feel I am becoming jealous, bitter and resentful. I don't want to be this person. I don't want to feel this way. I feel I am a hopeless case.

u/DangerousFee4199 2h ago

Life is a test. Difficult tests can seem like punishment, but that doesn't mean it really is a punishment

u/Ok-Giraffe-561 32m ago

Same to same with me. I can imagine what you are going through. I feel the same and I really don't know what to do anymore. I feel hurt and ashamed of myself. I wake up for tahajud, do my prayers but nothing is working out for me since I started doing this. Everything is basically falling apart and I am hopeless. I feel like a negative person whenever I walk into places and meet people. I can sense that people are feeling my negative energy. I hope I get out of it. But right now nothing makes sense. I just wanna be happy and life is making all sorts of reason to keep me unhappy