Hey.
I’m sure you’re all well aware of how disgusting a quest proof of a hero is and I’ve been throwing myself against it for almost nine fucking hours now. I’ve made builds, switched weapons, tried solo, tried support, and I cannot for the life of me make any headway at all. I could go on and on about how nonsensically inflated the health pools are, or about how every monster flings you back a million feet the nanosecond you make a mistake, but it’s been said before with far more clarity than I can manage right now. I’m boiling white hot angry.
That said, my frustration is exacerbated by my friends. I have a couple buddies who excel at monster hunter, they’ve been playing far longer than I have as I started on world. I know that’s probably where they get their leg up on me, but we’ve played all through world and rise together and I feel I’ve closed the gap considerably. I managed to solo endgame monsters in world and I’ve had very little trouble with the endgame of rise as well. That said, they both beat proof of a hero in wilds within hours of it releasing. I can’t make any foothold at all. It’s completely humiliating, especially because they’ve all soloed it and I can’t even make it with a squad.
I’m disgusted with myself. They all get to show off their shiny nameplates and I have to look like a noob that they’re hard carrying, it’s making me embarrassed to jump into the expansion. I’m obviously trying to finish it now before the release, but it’s still pointless. I’m just never going to be able to end the fucking thing.
This whole debacle has led me straight to a bottle. I wish I was joking, it sounds so pathetic that this fucking video game quest is leading me to drink but at this point I have nothing else to dull the anger. My girlfriend is worried about me and my friends don’t even bring it up, but I know I’m going down a bad path. Genuinely, what can I do? There’s nothing I haven’t already tried to finish this piece of shit quest and it’s starting to affect my real life. Am I cooked?
Pls help :(