So I am a 25 F who is ex-muslim in secret. I live in the US and I really like halloween, but the thing is, since I still live with my parents due to being unemployed and is still on the job hunt, I've done the following in secret:
1) Last year on halloween night, I've went trick or treating at the age of 24 for the first time in my life becuase my parents were not home that day.
2) I've bought halloween treats for the first time last year and this year
3) I've bought halloween customs for the first time this year
and many other things. and if you're wondering from where I got the money, it is becuase before I became unemployed, I used to work as a TA (teacher assistant) while doing my masters before I had to drop out due to financial issues.
But when I go on social media and see people my age party at halloween night I really get jealous ngl. Becuase I feel less of an adult than them, becuase they got more freedom and more women autonomy than me. Also, FYI, this is not really about halloween, it is more about the freedoom of choice you know! and the ability to live how you want.
So I know, When I move out I will be able to party as well, but realistically and no offense, what fun activites someone my age should do on halloween night as someone with no car, no friends, no partner, and on top of that celebrates it in secret?
Thank you!