I've been bitching about Sia for years since her shitty autism movie came out, getting my family to change the music when she comes on (v difficult 5 me). I made a passing reference to how I hated her in an autism centric discord and people either A: didn't know who I was talking about. 2: didn't know she did anything wrong. or C: said I was overreacting

Ontology for the win

Why is it so small? Why is it like that? What is its purpose? Is it so homeless people cant sleep on it? Is it to stop families from sitting together at a single bench? Was whoever designed it just trying to be different? Was it made to confuse me specifically? I'll never know.

Shooting said boom stick:

https://photos.app.goo.gl/jz5pqPsK6yiP38Y1A

so I'll just wait for that.

no I don't want to to do anything else it's fine. yes I know it's 5 hours away but I can't focus.

no I don't want to read. I won't take any of it in.

you don't understand my brain can't focus anymore.

I think her idea of an autistic person is "totally socially inept asshole".

My nonverbal god son plotting

I'm fuckin' fed up...

I might write a rap about this shit...

My teachers were always kind to me during the 3 years secondary school i had... I wanted to attend a school, but my teachers wouldn't let me. They said i didn't had the grades to do it, so they could not recommend me... But Then my Mother found out whilst duing research, that you actually don't have to have the grades to get a recommendation, it's just a Guideline for the teachers. My mother told this to the teachers, and my math teachers revealed the true reason: lack of impulse controll. (I often did offschool activites on the school laptop during school)

NO FUCKING SHIT SHERLOCK WHEN I LITERALLY HAVE ADHD (on top of autism which i have too)...

Then i went to the re-examination of the school (you have to go there if you don't have a recommendation from the teacher).

I passed this test...

Then my Math teacher (the one who revealed the true reason) said to me "I just wanted that you need to proof yourself"

What the fuck, what the actual fuck!

Edit: I passed the exam i had to do because of this so i am allowed to go to the school next year... But i had to do to it the harder way, it would have been way easier, than doing a fucking multiple our long fucking exam...

My lovely girlfriend and I share an office and we want computer go fast, so we have an ethernet switch for our computers to both use ethernet.

But it is the whiniest motherfucking piece of tech and it makes me want to rip my hair out... why would you make the box that makes autistic computer time go faster so LOUDDDDDDD and *don't* suggest ear defenders my ptsd ass cannot block sound unless I am completely alone and we have a cat so that never happens :((((

Someone save me from ethernet hell :( I can't think :(

I have started wearing earplugs more at work and it is helpful but does anyone have any recommendations for earplugs that block sound especially thoroughly? I can hear a lot less but would like to not hear anything.

Took the endurance down to my grams to show my cousin, wound up blowing up my engine. Piston and cylinder are scored, head warped and the gasket blew. Problem was I ran it too rich, and the carbon scored up my piston and cylinder, and caused overheating which blew the head. Luckily a new top end is only $50, much cheaper than a car, but damn still $50. I’ll fix it later, I got a pedal bike I’m currently working on, I’ll probably fix it around October.

Pictured: Goober eating his morning fruits.

So some of yall loved Goober last time I posted him, and this seemed like a good opportunity to give yall some more. The entire household where he lives is on vacation right now, and have given the rest of the family a list of tasks to do, among which feeding Da Goob. Usually my mom does the mornings, but when she has an earky shift at work I take over. So I got to give him his fruits twice. He is still a chud (affectionately) and for some reason didn't want to eat today. I hope he eats some now that I'm back home. Love to Goober, he's still a dumb fuckass.

These are all some of my favorite outfits in motion from the past week or so, each outfit has different inspirations behind them almost always incorporating my special interests 🩷

I live in the US where things are... not good... generally, and I live on Earth where things are... not the best. One of my special interests for a while was politics, and I've also had a special interest all my life of global events. Reading the news about the state of freedoms around the world and at home, increase in conflicts around the world and at home, and watching climate change barrel at us like a freight train while everyone else ignores it has often left me spiraling and really depressed at times. I've tried just disconnecting from it all and avoiding the news, but suppressing my special interest has been... not great.

How the hell is there anyone out there who doesn't despair at everything that's going on? How do so many NTs seem so fine with the current state of the world?