r/AmsterdamEnts • u/GimmeMoreM • 4h ago
Question ⁉️ Confused about truffles
Going to Amsterdam in a few days and well I want to take truffles but I don’t know what to do…
Bit of my psychedelic background….
Took 10g (maybe 15g I forgot) of Atlantis in Amsterdam back in like 2022. It was funny and lighthearted and some mild visuals but the visuals were underwhelming, I did have deep thoughts but nothing bad.
1 month later in my country I found where liberty caps grow and well I ended up having a very very heroic dose by accident without knowing what an ego death was and I fought for my life. Half of my ego died and I didn’t know who I was or where I was, half of me knew that this is just the shrooms blah blah blah…
That experienced frightened me so so much that I didn’t do anything for years but I wanted to, so 10 months ago I went back to Amsterdam and did just 7g of Atlantis and I had a very heavy body high (same type of feeling if you smoke way too much weed) and it was very unsettling, very very slight visuals… I don’t think I was anxious but the heavy body feeling felt like anxiety but I was telling myself I’m fine.
And then 3 months ago I did 2 ayahuasca ceremonies in Peru back to back. And that was very very intense of course but i didn’t find it frightening. I think the ego death from years ago and then the 7g trip helped me prepare well for ayahusca…
Now im going to Amsterdam and will be going to kokopelli as I’m going alone and they have that nice lounge, I want to have a much stronger trip that i did before last few times but im worried about a bad trip especially since it still will be in public even though its a good space. I’m stuck between do I try 15g Atlantis, 10g high Hawaiians, do I bite the bullet and do 15g Hawaiians. I really do not know. Anybody have any advice for me at all? I feel like my last 2 Amsterdam trips were wasted and I want a proper experience but I don’t want an ego death.