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Yesterday evening, I watched Hanuman Ansh in a packed theatre.
And honestly ... I walked out carrying a thought that has stayed with me ever since.
What do we actually ask from God?
The film made me look at Neem Karoli Baba Maharaj's life through this question.
Before becoming Neem Karoli Baba, he was known as Lakshman Sharma. After his mother's passing, he believed she was with Lord Ram.
His desire was incredibly simple ...
He wanted to meet Ram Ji, so that he could be with his mother again.
And how does one reach Ram Ji?
For him, the answer was Hanuman Ji.
As the Hanuman Chalisa says:
*“Tumhare bhajan Ram ko paave.”*
So he simply chanted the names of Hanuman Ji and Ram Ji ... throughout the day.
No asking for money.
No asking for success.
No asking for health.
No asking for miracles.
Nothing for himself.
Just one desire ...
To meet Ram Ji.
There's another scene in the film that stayed with me.
When Baba Ji leaves Neeb Karori village, some landowners claim that because the temple was built on their land, the temple belonged to them. They were in Benaras and refused to participate in the bhandara.
And Baba Ji's response was essentially ...
“You keep the temple. I will keep Hanuman Ji in my heart.”
That line says so much.
He could let go of a temple ...
Because the temple wasn't where Hanuman Ji belonged.
Hanuman Ji belonged in his heart.
And suddenly, I started thinking about my own prayers.
How different are they?
We ask God for money.
For promotions.
For health.
For success.
For our problems to disappear.
For our wishes to come true.
Our prayers can become almost transactional ...
“I ask ... You give.”
But how often do we simply say:
“God, I don't want anything. I just want You.”
That thought really stayed with me.
The film also touched upon the deeper spiritual journey described in yogic traditions ... Kundalini and the chakras.
In this tradition, Kundalini is described as a dormant spiritual energy within us. Through deep meditation, devotion and disciplined practice, it is believed to awaken and move through the subtle energy centres known as chakras.
As consciousness evolves, the practitioner is traditionally believed to develop greater awareness, detachment, compassion and spiritual wisdom.
Advanced practitioners are described as Siddhapurushas, and yogic traditions speak of extraordinary abilities or siddhis that may arise with profound spiritual realisation.
But perhaps the most important lesson is this ...
The miracles are not the destination.
God is.
We are fascinated by miracles.
But what if the real spiritual achievement is reaching a state where you don't want anything from God anymore?
Where the only prayer left is ...
*“Ram Ji ... bas aap mil jao.”*
Maybe devotion isn't about asking God to change our circumstances.
Maybe it's about asking God to change us.
I went to the theatre yesterday to watch a movie about Baba Ji ...
and came back questioning the way I pray.
And perhaps that's the greatest gift this film gave me.
For me, this experience feels like more than a coincidence ...
Baba Ji's chamatkar ... and Hanuman Ji's blessings.
Sita Ram.
Jai Hanuman. ❤️